Saturday, June 14, 2008

end of my sem..ended as the worst day

end of my 1st sem in sydney today..but there might be an extended sem awaiting for me ..haih
today..mdc was my last paper..the most horrible paper tat i heard from seniors and even lecturers..expected tat it will be a tough paper and i had started to prepare for it weeks ago..i even can considered tat i had memorized almost the whole content of the subject..but once i stepped into the exam hall..and read for the whole paper during the 10mins reading time..the first thing came to my mind was damm it...how am i goin to tell my parents tat the possibility to fail this paper will be quite high??? as i din expect it to be so tough...the style of ques was totally diff style compared wif past year paper..and initially i thought of scoring marks for calculations parts but it ended that i dunno how to do for the onli 2 calculation questions..i was terribly disappointed as i had practiced many times for the calculation parts and yet i dunno wat the ques asked about...for the case study...again..i was sweat that the ques asked was not based on the case study...how could it be??? then wat for case study was given and it was so long to 2 pages and wasting my time reading it but irrelevant wif the ques??? haih... i rmb the feeling after attempting ASR paper 2 sem ago and i felt like crying for that paper..but for tis paper..i hav no feel..i juz giggled when sat in the hall for 3 hours and crapping it but without understanding on wat the ques asking about..the first eva feeling tat my mind was totally blank ....the whole paper is really high standard..its all practical questions..i would say tat...i need working..i need working experience..now i understand eventhough u hav studied the whole book it doesnt mean that u understand the whole sub...
my final year..is really a tough year...is all application subject...
haih....
how...how...how..
i dunno..
totally salute to david brown who set tis paper...
make me open my eyesight..now onli i dare to noe why accounting sub is famous in uts..

2 comments:

Fillet-oO-vivianzz said...

yoyo.... miss me leh... haha... i also miss u much... miss the smell in McD... miss tat time we blow water even was preparing for the final... haha... but now... totally diff... even i went thr v vivi for study last time, tat feel wasnt the same as b4... haizz.. now, i only can study at home n figure out the probs myself... without u all, i almost wanna commit suicide ad... haha...

but cant imaginge tat u finih ur final so fast... really geng... n me, still struggling v it... everyday, my mind is full of question marks or else is blank and empty... haha... useless brain...

anyway, i believe tat we can do it well and pass all the subs... haha... gd luck!!!! for both of us... haha...

donutz said...

wow...i can feel ur blankness during exam...haha...reminds me of my UEC chemistry paper...after studying chemis for so many years...all da organics inorganics r useless during exam...only those who reads encyclopedia will know how to do da paper...all things seems like alien to me...n suprisingly i din feel scare at all...but feel abit funny n fake... cos i noe every1 feels da same...so i was playing around n bullshiting during da exam...

tats my experience of meeting aliens in a very important exam paper... hmmm... giv u a hint... watever happened is over... n u did all ur best... so juz sit back n relax although it's tough to do so...

enjoy now n worry later... u cant change anything even if u worry until ur head burst...

n vianzz... add oil!!! hahaha...