Friday, May 23, 2008

time flies

time flies...
the 5th sem gonna end soon..assigns are almost all due up and final exam gonna arrive..
is time to study and challenge it till the end..
if everything goes smoothly....which means i still left half yr more to enter the corporate world..wow..sounds scary..and worry....
as till now stil hv no idea wat to do for future...no goal is set up..nth to motivate me step forward..should i continue further my studies for master or start working?? where should i work?? wat job suits me??? should i look for accounting jobs or perhaps look for other jobs tats not related to accounting field??? omg..seems like alot of worries come to my mind in sudden...really dun feel like growing up ...i wish i still a teenager..an so called typical innocent teenager who has no worries and can play forever...really superb miss those time and memories during high school and college time ..haih..but things wont remained at the same point ....i muz move forward n forward....
these things sudden came into my mind...so frustrating but dunno wat am i frust bout...emo??? dunno..nobody can ans me..coz i cant even ans myself...really demotivated...aiks...wat happen to me?????????
really hav no idea wat am i doing everyday..
go attend lec, tutorial, eat, play, sleep, and when there is assign or hw to hand in...i would juz do it..is tat onli my life?? i would say a typical boring life...i need challenges...i need smth to change my lifestyles...feel so useless sometimes..im not energetic anymore..im not active anymore..im......
sigh~~~~~

1 comment:

MeiYingz said...

OMG!! im thinking of da exact same thing and having the exact same feeling!!!!!!
i rekon it's seriously da scariest thing to grow up, responsibilities confused us with things tht we should and we want to do.
sigh~~~