Thursday, June 07, 2007

stress stress stress

im terribly stress..
i hav never so stress before..
i rmb tat the taste of so tension was happened 2 years ago when i was studying SAM...
n yet..now..again..the tension is return..
im so stress up for sem 3 sub..
i cant concentrate on wat i hav studied
i even hardly breath while doin revision..
also..tears will drop in sudden.. 1st time study till tears drop automatically..
im so hate of myself..y cant i control myself??? y cant i relieve myself??
damm it...now..even i feel like vomit while studying...
n n n ...im so fear of imsonia..
i cant sleep well...my mind is dammm tiring but then i dunno y i cant sleep ..
everynite onli able to sleep at 6 smth early in da morning..i terribly dislike tis feelin..i want to hav a good good sleep..
i want to rest well..
im so afraid of accounting
accounting really make me drown..make me mad...
i dunno if i could continue to challenge it anot.. really hav to put alot of effort..but the point is im lazy..i will put effort but not alot of effot..
there are auditing, taxation law, corporate law and company law waiting for me to attempt..so fear of it..
am i in a right track??
should i change major??
or should i continue majoring??
i dunno..i hav no idea...
anyway..i will keep on going at tis moment..
coz the road tat im walking now is for my own good..is for my future..
wish tis final will end quickly...so i can play for more than 1 month..
erhhhhh
shit..i want to sleep!!!!!!
pls mr chow..let me come to meet u!!!!
help help help..
i hav been lying on bed for 2 hours ad..n yet..my brain still awake..
pls..let me SLEEP!!!!!!

3 comments:

donutz said...

yoyo... don stress... peer pressure no good aaa...
i noe y u drop tears...cos eyes open for long time ad...den no more water (dry) ...so tears come out..especially when u yawn... =.=lll...
COLD~~~
hmm.... juz relax for a while when u fell too stress and cant study at all... dun push too hard... cos it wont work!! haha...

add oil la

Anonymous said...

hey..chill!!
every1's having finals/having finals soon..i guess every1 is kinda stressed up. but just keep on telling urself tht u'l do fine as long as u do ur best!! like wht Donutz said, it wont work if u push urself too hard. so juz do ur best and trust me, u'll be fine!!
im doin corporate accounting n taxation law this sem wert..
come on..like wht SweeZ use to say: NO SCARE!! take a deep breath now n tel urself: I CAN!!
Gambateh!!

ahwend said...

thanks ya for both advice..miss u both doin revision together..wif u both..i wont be so stress..
haha...
by right now sweez use to say:: VERY SCARE AR!!!
..haha..donutz..tats is 1 of da reasons y drop tears..so smart!!!haha